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Journal Entry: Fri Jul 8, 2011, 11:00 AM
I have said nothing on here for ages.
You know what, leave a message here about how you're doing, or news that I haven't heard.
I promise to respond to you.
I miss you guys.

- Hiku :heart:

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  • Reading: The Road - Cormac McCarthy
  • Watching: Hetalia
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LoliKitsu Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2011  Student Writer
I MISS YOU, TOO. ;w; </3 -cling- I'm gonna try to buy your thingy soon. ;D I'm having a rough two months and I'm stressed. There's a lot on my mind, but I want to try to help you out the best I can! -huggles- I LOVE YOU! Don't forget about me.
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Hikari-Starr Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2011
Aww, it's okay, dear! You don't need to worry about it, I've been meaning to tell you, a friend stumbled across one by accident jshafjsfh. I'm glad I managed to tell you before you did though.
THANK YOU FOR BEING SO KIND THOUGH ;;

I won't forget. D: dsjnsabhj I'm still on MSN, I'm just not on anything else as much, it seems..
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LoliKitsu Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2011  Student Writer
Aww, I was really looking forward to getting you one. ;w; <3 Well, I'm so glad you got it. ;D <333 That makes me feel so much better.

OH, then you should add me on MSN. ;D <333 I'll note you my new MSN name. ;D
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Hikari-Starr Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2011
Dsjfhhsfghjf I'm still collecting more ;; BUT I FEEL BAD BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO GET IT AND HSGHFAJ.

Awesome, okay. <3
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LoliKitsu Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2011  Student Writer
xD It's alright, love. C: I'll just do something else for you.
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boomerangmouth Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2011  Professional Interface Designer
What colour is your sky?
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Hikari-Starr Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2011
Grey mostly. D:
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SalamiSlim Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm working to get a degree still... I'm still preparing for that camping trip I set up... I'm getting a raise at work and making more money altogether... and I'm exhausted. good night. :iconsleepyplz:
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huansoon Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Hobbyist
I started taking driving lessons, hohoho. Today was my third and it's super annoying even though I'm pretty good at it. XD

It's just... I'm so damn lazy and it's really tiring to concentrate all the time when your teacher is singing fucking Leona Lewis all the fucking way! I can still hear it in my ears... liiiight up, liiiiiiight up, as if you have the chaaaaance. Or something similiar. I never really paid attention to the lyrics 8D
So... I always feel like letting go off the steering wheel just because I'm too lazy to steer... I hope I don't run anyone over D:

How were you doing, dear? :heart:
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Hikari-Starr Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2011
FFFFFFFFF WHY IS THIS SO LATE ; ; I APOLOGIZE
You're driving? Is it fun? >v> I haven't driven since my German teacher forced me OTL

AND WHAT WHY ARE THEY SINGING WHILE YOU'RE DRIVING JHSDJFSD.

I'm good. <: I've had a lot of stress due to work but I'm feeling a lot better at the moment.
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huansoon Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2011  Hobbyist
I had the exam in theory on Monday. I started studying Sunday evening and I had the worst guilty conscience of my life because my grandpa pays it and I couldn't afford failing the test, that would have been ungrateful ;n; So, I studied till 2am and continued at 6am so that I'd be ready for the test at 8am. I was dead tired, really. I sat there and watched the freakin touch pad I had to use for the exam. They gave us 30 minutes but I completed after 8 minutes and thought that maybe I was too fast and I did a lot of mistakes. I got really nervous but after 10 minutes passed since the start I gave in and hit SUBMIT. He called my name a few moments later and I approched him. He had absolutely no expression on his face so I worried a little. I looked at the sheet and didn't get if I failed or not XD I went outside and my teacher asked me whether I passed when he noticed my concerned face. Then I finally discovered that I DID pass. Not only that, I didn't make a single mistake, GAAAAAAAAAAAAAWD was I relieved. I got away with my "little input, greatest gain possible" principle once again XD

What stress? Is it school? Or maybe the people around you? BOTH?!
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Hikari-Starr Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2011
WHY AM I SO LATE WITH THIS I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH. I:
Well I suppose it's time to give me another update about school then! xD How is it going? jdshfjshfj :heart:

Both school and the people around me. ;; I can't stand them sometimes, argh... Some of them are so immature and annoying, I hate it. >_<
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huansoon Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2011  Hobbyist
Uh well, school started 3 weeks ago. The first week was boring cause we had no books and not much to do. The second week was a lot of fun: we went to Spain (Andalusia) for "studies". Don't know why it's called "Studienfahrt" since we simply turned it into a 24/7 boozy evening. The 6 of us (all 5 boys and me) could count 180 bottles of beer, 15 bottles of hard liquors (mostly Wodka, Gin and Licor 43) and a lot of beer and drinks in bars in the end. Yeah, I know, it's not exactly exemplary but... we're always like this - even if teacher tell us that we're Germany's elite, going to have the best graduation and being academics in future, etc. I tried to keep company with the girls as well but all they wanted to talk about was their boyfriends so I decided that drinking and listening to bad hit ons was more entertaining. So no studies here. 8D

I started boxing recently and it's a lot of fun. I always wanted to do this (and I haven't felt that I wanted something this much in a long time) since my uncle did it. I'm taking it up where he left it. Also, I want to keep up with my two best friends who went to China two days ago to learn Kung Fu and Sanda (which is a kind of boxing) for a whole year. This is gonna be hard, I miss them already. :c
Furthermore I picked up volleyball again. It's my favorite sport and I'm happy that my school is offering it again. I had a lot of fun on monday cause we all were pretty good at it unlike normal gym class where most people don't know how to play. It's my last year of school and I really want to discover my ambition since I never had any. Thinking that doing sports is an excellent way to find relieve and study better, I picked up those two. I really want to handle my life better from now on. All those lows are tiring and no-good. I want to be a new person when I start going to university. That's a huge objective but if I can't do this I might as well die because it would be senseless anyway. But I will, I can feel the energy boiling up and it feels really good. (:
Also, I will start drawing again. I will start playing the piano again. I want do all the things I loved but let go. I can do it.

I hope I can give you some of my energy so that you can forget about all those annoying people! It feels good to be strong, not necessarily physical but in one's mind!
There's this one song I always listen to when I want something to change for the better, when I want to stop griefing and take things into my own hands. It's called "Alles neu" by Peter Fox.
Here's the song and lyrics with English translation, maybe you'll like it: [link] & [link] His style is very peculiar but all the young people love him, myself included.
Sry, it's so much to read. OTL
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Hikari-Starr Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2011
It's fine that it's so much to read, haha! It's nice to hear from you and about your life, I have missed that. ; ; I blame that on my own laziness, however. So, I am sorry.

As much as you fooled around, well, at least you had a good time. How is all that going? I'm not sure when exams are on.. I know the school year is a lot different in Europe than it is here... It's good to know that you're doing well, though!

How was German Unity Day? I don't know what happens over there, but was there a lot of partying in the streets? Or do people just treat it like an average holiday? o:
I probably sound so silly for asking, but, still. I thought to ask either way. xD

That's so fantastic that you've picked up hobbies! That's really good - hobbies keep people busy, and you seem to be balancing a lot on your shoulders! xD But either way, that's great news to hear - now you just need to get more confident about your drawing and bam, everything will be good! ;D I'm really glad you're finding yourself and want to be more motivated - I think I need a bit of what you're going through right now, I've had quite a few lows lately and it's really been hard to get out of it. ; ; I am trying, though.

That would be great, haha! I would love some energy. :heart: And I listened to the song, it's so upbeat, and the music video made me giggle a bit. XD I like it. I really need to have a bit more upbeat music in my life, I think. I really have been needing to ask an opinion of some good German music, as it really helps me learn quite well. So, I appreciate the link. ^^
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huansoon Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2011  Hobbyist
Exams start in May/June. So I still have a lot of time. Even though time will pass fast, I believe. :B

Uhhm, well, yeah, there WAS partying but only for the sake of partying (since you can party 3 nights in a row when you don't have to go to school/work on monday). Young people don't really care about the meaning of that day since we never experienced the separation. Plus, I live in Westdeutschland (that's Hetalia-Germany for you XD) where living conditions were (and still are) way better so that they had nothing to complain about other than the loss of a part of their nation. Ostdeutschland (Hetalia-Prussia), however, sometimes still makes a difference between the two parts. Like, we "Wessis" get paid better (our products are more expensive though) and our diploma is stronger/grants us more chances etc. It's true that our diploma is way better and every company would prefer someone with a diploma from Bayern (where I live) or Baden-Württemberg... but we have to work a shitload harder, too... so there's always two sides of a coin! Because of all of that Ossis like to say that Wessis are arrogant and selfish while Wessis like to say that Ossis are lazy, dumb and complain a lot. Still some tensions (it's just a few people who cling to that east-west-concept) you see... but I believe soon everything will be forgotten because the newer generations don't get involved that much...

Yes, I think after 2 years of sitting in that black hole and being all depressed... it's really time to carry on. I feel great. I have one year of preparation (pushing my drawing skills, my body and my mind, finally graduate, leave all that old stuff behind) because I'm sure that when my best friends come back from China and we start university life together everything will turn out alright. I strongly believe that! I look forward to it. And I honestly think you can do it, too! It's just... like running. I feel like running for my life and when I fall, it will be over. You're allowed to stumble but just don't fall... if something is grabbing your ankle just kick harder until it let's go. It will pay off when you reach the finishing straight. That was cheesy, wasn't it? Oh well...

Here's the song I listened yesterday and it raised my spirits big time, it's English, though: [link] just put the volume up, I always feel like jumping and jerking around. It's okay as long no one sees, haha :b
Here's a German song from an artist who's style is even more peculiar. I'm not sure whether you'll like him or not. His voice is really harsh (not while talking though). He does rapsongs but he is somewhat special. Some other gangster rappers make fun of him calling him an emo rapper for his emotional lyrics. But that's what made him popular a month ago. Now EVERY young person listens to his music (which is a bit tiring since I've known him for years and I do believe that he has a lot of good old songs as well but the ones who like him since he got famous only care about his new album. But oh well... he has beautiful lyrics. He mostly sings about his life and how he had to start a new life in Germany when his mom took him away from America. His German is perfect, I'm really amazed how he learned so well. He says doing rap songs helped him with it.) Just give it a try, his voice takes some getting used to:

So perfekt [link] (How you suddenly realize that life is perfect even if it isn't... that's exactly the song I need right now) There aren't much (correct) translations on the net, so I'm going to translate it myself for you and send you the lyrics if you want! (:
Michael X [link] (A friend of his who committed suicide. He's talking about his youth, a gang of boys who thought they could conquer the world and achieve everything just to be brought back to reality by the death of one of their companions)

He has a lot of beautiful songs I could introduce you to but first decide for yourself whether you like his style! (:
Maybe they will motivate you. They did motivate me, that's all I can say. Hope to hear from you soon! :heart:
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GracefullyLurking Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
*randomly pops up*
Have you had a nice week? C:
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Hikari-Starr Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011
Oh, hello <3
I've had holidays, but we've been stranded at home due to car problems, so the week hasn't been all too good, it's also been cold. :c
And yourself? <3
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GracefullyLurking Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
My week was goodish thank you for asking :)
It's been decent around here, but today was a bit hot, and it'll just keep getting hotter and hotter.
To use the proper internet slang, summer y u no cold and rainy. :XD:

I hope next week will be much better for you :]
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