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Journal Entry: Mon Jun 20, 2011, 4:41 PM

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I've been keeping to myself as of late.
I really have been struggling with anger problems. I can't explain why I'm so angry, I don't really understand it myself. All I know is that it's effected my sleep, and that I've become so antisocial it's not funny.

My favourite teacher (the German one), had a heart attack recently... He's one of the only people in the world I respect these days.
Luckily, he survived, but won't be in for the rest of the month. Due to this, I also haven't been having German lessons with his wife.

Currently, I am extremely unhappy with everything. I don't like school, I don't like people, I haven't been able to draw and I just... I've had enough, really. People and their nonsense has finally gotten to me.

I got some lovely presents for my birthday, I guess I'm still stuck in that week, in a way. I got a huge art book, Hetalia DVDs, the Hetalia Germany CD {{<333333333333 thank you boomerangmouth}}, little figurines and Marvel vs Capcom 3 for PS3. <3 I adore them so much fjhjjdhnj, I've organized my whole room to fit everything in there.

But yeah, I'm still alive.
I apologize for no art lately... I've honestly had no way of venting.
I'm not pathetic, I don't really need to.  But, yeah, no time to be creative is really throwing me about.
- Hiku :heart:

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boomerangmouth Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2011  Professional Interface Designer
Just take care of yourself. And I too hope your teacher recovers fully and quickly!

Jellyshark Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2011
Aww well I hope you feel better. I can see why you would be angry a lot. Sometimes life is just full of bullshit... :C

Also, I hope for the speedy recovery of your teacher. He sounds like a cool guy, and heart attacks are very shitty. c:
binka4wing Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2011  Hobbyist
I hope your teacher recovers well. Heart attacks are scary shit!! Especially when they happen to someone you know.

And make sure you take time out for yourself where you can just sit there and do nothing. Boredom helps with creativity (strangely enough!).
Hikari-Starr Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2011
Thank you... I hope so too.

Yeah, I must really allocate my time better..
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